First Blog

I am a writer to my core- something that I stopped doing when grief waves crashed in but I am now finding my way back all things, new and old, that brings me joy. So here's an attempt at reviving parts of myself in hopes of igniting a flame of dedication, exploration and passion. My books have been closed for over a year now because I decided to take to make needed time to pour back into myself. During the time I closed down shop I decided to go back to college to finish my degree. Something that I always planned to do but somehow grief stunted that dream and made it feel unattainable. Years later I was able to work the courage up and enroll back in and embark on my education saga, once again. I regret nothing except waiting so long but I have to remind myself I am at the right time and at the right place. I dropped out to take care of my grandmother, who ultimately passed, but I would do it 300x's again for my favorite girl. This reminds me to release the guilt that I have not finished. Sacrifice, being of service and obedience is asked of me this season and I shall accept the terms. I am finding balance again because while focusing on other things have been beneficial its clear to me now is the time to reprioritize. So with that being said *drum rolls * I will be opening my books up on April 29th, to resume being of service and being in alignment spiritually. If you have something that you were supposed to complete and know in your heart that you should try again, I hope reading this inspires you to move your feet in alignment with your heart. I hope this reminds you that things fall apart sometimes so that you can pick up the pieces and make them better. That we are worthy of second chances, we are warriors for ourselves, and we must challenge ourselves to be the best version that we can be. In order to do the things that will make us better, we must consent to be uncomfortable at times. I pray that the journey is full of lessons, truths, and liberation. May we all find ourselves, again and again... and if we shall lose our way I pray we have the tools and community to find our way back. Cheers to me finding my way back! I might not know my next step but I do know I must put one foot in front of the other and move forward- no matter what. Love, Indy